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oh germany [Saturday Dec.12.09] [ mood | cold ] [ music | the polar express ] Chris and I went down to the German Christkindlmarket today at the Daley Plaza. IT was AWESOME, I ate German bratwurst with sauerkraut and mustard, potato cakes with applesauce (Chris got it.. it was wierd) a cheese strudel, a cinnamon/sugar pretzel twist and 2 hot apple ciders! It was SO good! Then we walked down State St. to look at the Macy's window displays.. they were pretty awesome. We didn't take many photos because our hands were so cold!! ( but here's what we did take photos of! ) Christmas always makes me a little sad inside.. sigh. [2]lend me your thoughts,

giving it up [Friday Dec.11.09] [ music | passion pit - sleepyhead ] I'm cursed, my brother swears on it and since my mom... I can't help but know he's completely and utterly right. I want a smart phone, to stay with Chris, a good job (that I enjoy) and blonde hair. Santa? Please give me these things this Christmas. lend me your thoughts,

sorry, sorry [Wednesday Dec.9.09] [ mood | confused ] Whoever said living with friends is a good idea definitely lied, I lost 1 good friend and now I feel like I'm losing another. It's sad when friends from high school just don't get you or understand what's up anymore, growing up isn't fun. I'm thinking to move back to Florida for school and to make my life a lot easier. Get a retail job, live with my family, save up, hang with my girlfriends, go to school for free. But Chris wants to keep me here so bad, he's willing to pay for some of my school and continue helping me pay for food and rent until I can find a good job.... sigh. I just can't live with myself like this. Finding a job in Chicago right now is the most impossible thing. I'm stuck in a rut. [2]lend me your thoughts,

i hate staying up [Monday Dec.7.09] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Frank Sinatra ] Chris has been amazing helping me take photos, setting up his sweep, lights and making him playing for hours on his camera to take a capture the best angle of my makeup for the past couple nights! Just trying to build up my quick portfolio. It's been super tough looking for the right girls to help me build it too! All I want to do is purchase make up all day long and watch Youtube videos on acrylic nail designs. I know there's something wrong with me, but soon enough I'll be working in Forever21 and Steve Madden and swim myself in adorable, affordable fashion while focusing on just make up as I'm swimming in jealously. Chris and I are figuring out my future plans/back up plans for school. Soon enough, I can tell the world to fuck off and die when I'm awesomely famous and successful and NOT sucking at staying up endless nights, sleeping in, and eating pumpkin pie like it's my job. I really just feel like a complete garbage bag and I want to rid myself from the losers I'm surrounded by, I feel like we all just sit together in our own pool of pathetic. Anyways, it's late. I have to wake up at 6am, go home, wonder if my idiot landlord will send a plumber over, then call the radio station, try to win Lady Gaga tickets to one of the three sold out shows here, call a manager or two, listen to Yelle, play with make up and maybe workout.. I'm starting to gain that holiday chubby and I'm getting depressed by the hour. ( FOTDs ) xo [3]lend me your thoughts,

wish me luck [Friday Dec.4.09] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | Elefant ] My boyfriend gave me $50 to get my nails done and grab lunch while I'm out and about since he's at work and can't take me... aren't I just the luckiest girl in the whole wide world?! I'm off to apply at Kit Kat (a drag queen lounge/bar) and I reaaaally hope I get a part-time job there, oh I WOULD JUST DIE! WISH ME LUCK, OK? ( oh and Thanksgiving gave me the WORSE hairday!! ) [4]lend me your thoughts,

weekend nachos [Saturday Nov.28.09] [ mood | happy ] [ music | lady gaga ] was amazing tonight, made me rethink about hating and writing off hardcore all together! A 9 yr old girl was with her dad at the show and sat in the corner and drew pictures the whole time. She'd finish a picture and tape it up on the wall behind her and she was incredibly talented for her age! Hilarious to talk too and at the end of the night, I sat beside her so she could draw a picture of me holding a cupcake! Seriously, can you find any other photo that's as accurate as that one?!?! It's almost someone took a photo of me! I gave her a dollar for the picture and told her to never give up on her dreams and she was a wonderful, talented artist. She really took a liking to me, I know it! OH and guess what I found for $2.... Finishing off this night with leftover thai food and hanging with Chris, what a good night! lend me your thoughts,

cafe world > farmville [Friday Nov.27.09] [ mood | ugly ] [ music | soul control ] Hard -3:33pm well i need some chickens for my farmville. Esther -3:34pm i'll send you some if you want why do you need chickens? Hard -3:36pm lol... i got a chicken coop i need to fill Esther -3:36pm LOL but let's get serious.. it's all about i have spent all black friday on this... serious loser status lend me your thoughts,

OH PS [Thursday Nov.26.09] I'm not even going to point myself out because how hilariously terrible I am BUT 1. Mario is amazing to teach this in class. 2. This is KANGOO, check out his youtube to figure it out, love it, and be jealous that you're not doing it! 3. CAN I JUST SAY WHAT THE HELL ON LADY GAGA ALREADY BEING SOLD OUT ALL 3 DAYS IN CHICAGO?!?!?! (I mean, Chris knows how bad I really really wanna go and I'm sure he'd buy me whatever is left to go this concert, all that's left is 'Meet and Greet Packages' and don't get me wrong, I'd love to meet Gaga but I don't want to pay $300 for it!!) Ugh, I really just hate myself! And Lil B and I pretty much know the whole dance routine for Bad Romance, we'll post it up once we're done taping it! xo [7]lend me your thoughts,

it's thanksgiving [Thursday Nov.26.09] [ mood | full ] [ music | ladytron- discotraxx ] Today has been a really great day, being filled with; addicting online games, eating until I want to puke, meeting different people and making new friends, seeing old friends and small talking about all things good, spending hours on end with my wonderful boyfriend, dressing up then dressing down, finally plastic-ing all my windows (making this flat 200x warmer!) getting my foot in the door with Niketown, taking hilarious photos with Chris on top of dancing around the house endlessly, now I'm home with a house all to myself and Chris and I planned to listen to whatever I'd like to and do art until we're both sick and tired of it all, probably play Super Street Fighter and then finish the night off with a movie! Once I finished up some quick pieces of my Sweet Tooth series, my buddy said I could possibly have my art hanging up in Pick Me Up! I'm really siked, so whenever I finish a couple of them I'll definitely post up my art! EEEEE! Happy Thanksgiving everyone! xoxo [2]lend me your thoughts,

i'm on a boat? [Tuesday Nov.24.09] [ music | mozart ] How did I not see this?! This video is 20x more hilarious because my love for T-Pain. lend me your thoughts,

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